Do You Ever Wonder?

For some reason I continue to have dreams about a certain family that I grew up with when I was a child. I was never sure why I had these dreams but then today it hit me. This was a family that I respected so much. Being from a broken home..... all I longed for was parents that cared about each other and were ok with showing that in public. Not in a nasty way but a good way. Like teasing each other, holding hands or him putting his arm around her. I so wanted to be a part of a family like that.
The other thing that I realized that in my dreams it seems as though that there is always some kind of conflict within the family. One time one of the girls had a baby out of wedlock other times it is just ciaos. This makes me wonder if my mind just can't wrap itself around the idea that there are truly happy families out there.
I pray that God will give us a home that my children will be proud of. A family that loves each other without bounds. That I will be a good help mate to my husband, friend and lover. Also that I will be the kind of mom that my children can count on and always come to in hard times.